*insert sentimental song*
I really did not know how we both started to be an item. But I vividly remember we were started right away after SPM finished. There was no declaration or what-ever-those-couple-thing we did. Yep, all I know was, we were more than a friend.
I really get a rush, whenever I'm with him. Yea, I really like, like seriously, for real. I never been so crazy, this feeling, like before. But you know, things don't always seems so well...
I love him more than any word could replace my feeling towards him. Sounds so cliche, but it is true. The truth..
I never been in love before, this is my very very very first. And I'm so scared for heart break. But, am the one who unties the knot. I just don't know. What the hell is wrong with me?! I meant, he is so damn good to me all of this time, he treats me so well, he tries his very best to understand me, and everything he wasted on me and all, but I broke up the promises. *tears started to flow*
I'm no good in love. I really love him. But I always made things went wrong, every time. He got a huge patience when with me, handling my anger and so on. Though, he's not good with words, but his action speaks. He's not so romantic but he's funny, cute, I love the way he laughs, I love his pretty teeth. He's so taller than me, way more taller, even I reach up to his chest only. Gosh, I love everything about him despite the annoying thing he did to me because I got unlimited and infinity reason(s) to love him instead of one fault he did. I really got no courage to talk to him cause am afraid if I do the same thing over and over again, but it's too late now.. it really is over now..
I really don't know how are we going to settle down. I always have your name every each du'a. I know, and I believe in qad' and qadr. If we were meant to be together, insyAllah we will tie the knot when the day comes. If not, I pray for your success in dunya wal akhirah, insyAllah, there will be a person, pretty much better than me, make your day happier than I did.. Amin.
I didn't know if the decision I made is wiser ever, but I hope I can get through this strongly and fearless...
And I am so sorry for everything..
*sleep*
I really did not know how we both started to be an item. But I vividly remember we were started right away after SPM finished. There was no declaration or what-ever-those-couple-thing we did. Yep, all I know was, we were more than a friend.
I really get a rush, whenever I'm with him. Yea, I really like, like seriously, for real. I never been so crazy, this feeling, like before. But you know, things don't always seems so well...
I love him more than any word could replace my feeling towards him. Sounds so cliche, but it is true. The truth..
I never been in love before, this is my very very very first. And I'm so scared for heart break. But, am the one who unties the knot. I just don't know. What the hell is wrong with me?! I meant, he is so damn good to me all of this time, he treats me so well, he tries his very best to understand me, and everything he wasted on me and all, but I broke up the promises. *tears started to flow*
I'm no good in love. I really love him. But I always made things went wrong, every time. He got a huge patience when with me, handling my anger and so on. Though, he's not good with words, but his action speaks. He's not so romantic but he's funny, cute, I love the way he laughs, I love his pretty teeth. He's so taller than me, way more taller, even I reach up to his chest only. Gosh, I love everything about him despite the annoying thing he did to me because I got unlimited and infinity reason(s) to love him instead of one fault he did. I really got no courage to talk to him cause am afraid if I do the same thing over and over again, but it's too late now.. it really is over now..
I really don't know how are we going to settle down. I always have your name every each du'a. I know, and I believe in qad' and qadr. If we were meant to be together, insyAllah we will tie the knot when the day comes. If not, I pray for your success in dunya wal akhirah, insyAllah, there will be a person, pretty much better than me, make your day happier than I did.. Amin.
I didn't know if the decision I made is wiser ever, but I hope I can get through this strongly and fearless...
And I am so sorry for everything..
*sleep*