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The Least Thing Do While Living

Assalamualaikum. I bet you're in the good condition. Me ? Alhamdulillah. Even almost every day, I was suffering by flu. Hehe. Sorry, please consider that my body couldn't handle the cold weather so badly. 

The clock shows that it's 4:41am already but how on earth I could not fall asleep yet -.- I just don't know why, what the hell is wrong with my eyes. Hey, don't you get tired from all the work I did today ? Didn't you ? Hmm speaking about my past result, I'm still upset about it, I couldn't get over it yet, maybe just a bit, well maybe I was expecting too much for my first semester, and this is what I got for the effort I had put it. Try next semester dear xx.

Actually, I'm posting up this entry to let you know that, maybe some of the entries either pictures in my blog are no longer available, needless to say, I removed it completely from this blog. For what reason I'm doing it ? Because the photos contained a part of aurat that revealed and I was taking the hard thing too easily. Well, you see, I'm trying to be more alert about aurat. Especially for women, muslimah. Yes, I know it's hard to be one, but if we can do it, we can strive to be one and better, kan ? Lagi lagi bila pergelangan tangan dengan kaki. Yea, that part of women body which is part of aurat, even the aurat in solat is the same as applied to where ever place you go. It's the hardest to cover up that part. Because we see that as reckless thing, like ah biar je lah, but how could we ? :( Ya Allah please forgive me, for this ignorance all of this time. Even with, our cousins, yes the boys, it's still aurat. 

Even with the long sleeve shirt you put on your body, but still we didn't manage to cover up. Why ? Sebab mesti rasa macam nak senteng senteng kan lengan, yea aku pernah buat ni dulu. But that was past, I'm trying to avoid from doing these things, currently and insya Allah, till my last breath. It's not that easy, to be istiqamah in something. Bukan begitu mudah. It takes time.