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| Ni akak aku lah, Norshahirah :D apesal lah kau tak transfer ilmu kimia kau kat ila ? =..= |
Peace be upon you. I don't know how I feel right now. Happy neither sad. But all I know is, my heart was shattered into a pieces, a very fragile one. I was very utterly sad about something I totally in. As you may know, the SPM result set to be release this day but it was forward one day early and yeah it was yesterday. And praise be to Allah and all the right to Him, syukran, eventhough I apparently couldn't accept the fact my favourite subject, I got B for it. Ya Allah, aku sedih sangat :( It's not like I didn't grateful for what I've done for the past 2 years, it just that the same feeling I had when I got B for my English. I was like... How I wish to turn back into past again if I could. Bila Allah bagi aku gred A untuk english, Dia bagi pulak gred B untuk Awam. Ya Allah, I don't blame the fault on You, I was blaming myself for not being seriously about this subject. Why I feel like a fool, a very dumb person who couldn't get just an A for this easy peasy subject ? Ahhh susah sangat nak pujuk hati ni nak terima kenyataan yang sebenar-benarnya :/
Thank you,
Cikgu Maziah
Cikgu Hafiz
Miss Tumadhir
Ustazah Hanani
Cikgu Belinda
Cikgu Dora
Cikgu Hasnol
Cikgu Sazila
Cikgu Zaidy
Cikgu Zamri
Cikgu Azura
Cikgu Zainura
Without them all, I couldn't get for what I did for my two years just to achieve this miracle. Alhamdulillah, no matter what, just carry on with your life. If you didn't get this time, you will get it next time, InsyaAllah. You had the feeling got it many times before this right ? Just take this as a hikmah why Allah did this to you. He want to test how strong you are when you know about this, how strength you are to bear this disaster. Just because you didn't get it, doesn't mean you're stupid enough not to get it in the future. Always remember, He has the best planner for you :)
Thank you,
Cikgu Maziah
Cikgu Hafiz
Miss Tumadhir
Ustazah Hanani
Cikgu Belinda
Cikgu Dora
Cikgu Hasnol
Cikgu Sazila
Cikgu Zaidy
Cikgu Zamri
Cikgu Azura
Cikgu Zainura
Without them all, I couldn't get for what I did for my two years just to achieve this miracle. Alhamdulillah, no matter what, just carry on with your life. If you didn't get this time, you will get it next time, InsyaAllah. You had the feeling got it many times before this right ? Just take this as a hikmah why Allah did this to you. He want to test how strong you are when you know about this, how strength you are to bear this disaster. Just because you didn't get it, doesn't mean you're stupid enough not to get it in the future. Always remember, He has the best planner for you :)