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If You Wish

What is your wish if you were a man ?

*in a man point of view of mine hehe*

Err if I am a man ? Hey, I am a man. My wish is to be a perfect emm not maybe a good one ! A man who can capable to do any work to survive haha. lol. That's not my intention. But if I were fated to like this one woman who can even makes my heartbeat runs faster than normal, I would like to see her in far away. I mean I will not introduce myself to her till I'm ready whenever.

Huh ? Why ? Tell me why please !

Why you're so curious to know ? Hurmmm I wonder why I do this because maybe I don't her to get hurt in the end if I'm the one who made up promises but the one who break it. I just wanted to see her in far, so till one day she knows that someone is admiring her. I don't want be friend with her either because I know I can be more than a friend to her. But I guess I'm not ready yet. The thing is I don't have any girl that I like or either admire for now. 





I just making up the stories because I know it's boring staying at home doing nothing but chores work like a house wife. I desperately for hostel life, campus life, studying, and so related, things can make me busier than ever so I never thought I'm now having a lifeless experience. So I can forget about something I don't want to and I want to.

Maybe I should apply some university which is far more away than my house ? So I rarely go home *haha*