One Day You'll Thanks All Your Hard Efforts

i really loveeeeeeeeeee the ending of this movie :DDD

June has already on its track. this means we have only 2 months left before Ramadhan and absolutely what do you expect for after you're having Aidifitri ? yes, the bloody trial SPM. a one more step closer to real war -,-' Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. why all of this times i have been wasting my time, using my time like i didn't even know how much time is very precious in my life and of course for you too. the time which brings a very big impact in all day long. the time which wouldn't ever repeat and rewind back as if you have power to make invent machine and yeah i would use that thing for my own good LOL -,-'

okay cut it out. all the creeps must be stopped now and you should learn from your old mistakes or else you will live in guilty. i kept on saying like this as i never did the same mistake over and over again. huh pathetic. i do know where is my potential but sometimes i never trust myself at one moment which this lead failure within myself. i don't know how to describe the situation but oh well, do you feel pressured when someone put a high hopes on you so one day you will be impressed by the same person, aren't you ? i feel the same too.

but this mighty holiday or so-called heaven holiday just wasted like that. i didn't even touch textbooks, references book or in one word, i didn't study at all. home is always the best place where you can get your fully beauty sleep and none of your family dare to disturb you. hahaha this is what i experienced everytime i got a chance whenever there is holiday. because in hostel, you couldn't get enough sleep due to burn the midnight oil when exam is around the corner. couldn't get enough sleep because your dormmates are always bringing you into sweet talk or even do the truth-dare games. yeah i did experieced that part too. but do you know, some of the things only come once in our life ? yes, i'm sure as for me currently is SPM. if you're a hopeless human being then you can have SPM repeated :P but i don't want the same thing to be repeated.

takkan lah sebab itu hari PMR aku tak dapat 8A, aku nak ulang balik beb ? oh mestilah tidakkan ? i don't know, i just didn't get that feeling yet. the feeling of joy. joy to learn. learning subjects. to have this feeling is harder than you could imagine -,-' i wish that feeling come to me in the right time or as soon as possible is better right ? i used to be a hardworking person back then when i was fifthteen. but still could not compared when i was twelve. you can admit you're brilliant but without effort, you couldn't gain success. i'm not gifted so i must say i should work harder. there is no work smart for me in my dictionary life. be a hard work person and success will come after you. ehee have you ever watch a movie entitled Three Idiots ? if you're done with your exam or other things, you can have your breakfast while watching this hilarious movie. tak nak tengok pun takpe, tak paksa pun.

at the end of the day, i wish to be different for the second semester. i wish to be hard work back. i wish to not compare myself with others as this is the only way i can compete with myself. why you have to challenge yourselves with others kan ? in every exam, i wish not to fail on any subject. amin. and for SPM, i don't wish for straight A's yes, i know it's weird. but i don't really aiming for it. all i ever wanted is i wish to do the best i can for SPM. pray for my success ? :) like my sister said, SPM is not important but it's important for you to get scholarship. i should keep my distance apart from laptop haishhh kalaulah boleh -,-' and no daydreaming again yet sleeping in the class ohh this is soo tough -,-' how would i be apart from it ? having no boyfriend is the right time. pls concentrate on your studies. study is more more and more important. pls bear in you mind. just for this time. then you can have a serious relationship after SPM LOL AHAAHAHAHA T.T or else you'll get killed by your own mum if she knows about this even if this is true. got my idea ? do you jealous much when your own sister got a caring boyfriend ? itu hari boipren dia kasi bunga lah haiyaaaaa. eleeeeh i can have one lah -,-'

okay i'm too scare to get my result upcoming this monday and so on. hoping it will turn out good this time. dahtu ade event lagi semua. aku macam nak lari je. tak nak ade time malam dinner tu boleh tak ? yes, i'm not being social :P maksud aku malas nak berdinner-dinner ini semua. except kalau dating kat restaurant mahal dahtu tempah meja paling hujung dekat dengan tingkap and ade candle-light table lagi lagi kalau steward die gantang and tinggi dong. apa macam ? baru lah romantik gitu :D tinggi betul angan-angan kau huh ? okay i rather shut now buhbyee.