salam. today as planned with Amira, my deary masam, went to my old school. oh how i missed the old me here, the moments here and all in here. woke up early at 6:55am and performed solah then visited my fave webs. click here and click there just to save about zillion pictures which is the source of inspiration for me recently. yea, it has become my new hobby this holiday. since i was really into it, i didn't realise that it was already 7:45am as i had promised with Ejat to come to her house around 8am. as fast as lightning, i took my bath within 10 minutes and rushed to her house. i'm perfectly done five minutes before 8:30am.
it was 8:45am when i'm arrived at her house. had breakfast with her and Ayna which had arrived 15 minutes later. okay, yesterday, Ayna was too hungry that she ate food which had already expired and lead to stomache. aiyooo :P felt pretty pity for her. and moments later, Rose arrived along her lil sister. then we headed our way to school. lol. there was really lot of people. haha spm next victim :D
ehh okay. the form-five-students-will-be of this school should take their textbooks today. but i'm excluding. i was here because i had deal with Amira. so helped her by lend my precious hands to brought the books on way to home. truthfully, i didn't like this kind of atmosphere around me and my friends. the atmospere which i used to hate and dislike when i was fifthteen. there's soo many memories lies on my mind whenever my eyes were wandering around the school which is the place that i used to study for three years.
three years was a very long period of time. if it like you were couple with someone who could be there for you not just simply love you like nothing, saying i love you as easy as ABC. the place whereas we had flying colours in PMR, the place whereas we act as we were too good enough to beat all in the school, the place whereas we usually take trillion stop-moment-together, the place whereas we used to be enemies to each other, the place whereas we were mainly known by the school, the place.. too many to reveal in words.
i didn't ever let my tears go down my face without reasons. even it is a big reason in the wholewide, i never know how does it feel to cry out loud, to cry silently and crying. because i hate to cry. it makes you feel like a real loser, really. lol. this is a way i think about crying. friends, are you really have changed ? you're not the same person that i used to know. you're different now. where's the old you ?
and i'm home around 3pm. sorry i didn't have a good mood today. and had a great moments with Amira, Hani, Raje, Ejat, Ayna, and Rose.