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It All Begins On The First Day

Salam everyone !

Okay, i've came back since last thursday by KTM. oh, what can i say right now, badan aku sakit lah ! sesak macam sardin je naik KTM. this morning, i helped my mum and sis baked kuih raya, tart nenas. you know, i'm not a pro in handling a work such as menerap or menggulung. so i just doing the inking only. haha. what a lame girl i am :P but then, i've tried do it. walla, it turned out nice. err, not very nice. actually, saya tengah bengang dengan company Nikon sebab mereka dah keluarkan kamera DSLR baru last 19 august. rasa menyesal je beli awal-awal Nikon D3000. semuanya sebab Nikon D3100. this camera has more advantanges than D3000. apa boleh buat ? memang complete gila. ade live-view mode, video mode and many more. but, i don't mind, still it is DLSR as long as it can capture picture. i love my momo-chan ! you're the best for me. next week is the last week before my holiday for two weeks.

well, i'm gonna continue the story about this boy i have crush on. okay, he know me before he know that i admire him. understood ? kalau nak pergi bilik guru ke tandas ke, aku takkan guna tangga dekat aras form 4 because of him. segan nak terserempak dengan dia. i don't know. before this, i never acting such a fool like this. sampai kan satu hari tu, langsung tak naik ikut tangga tu. it's not that i'm trying to hide or run from him. err, and i don't know again =,=' it hurts me to have a such feeling towards him. whenever i'm trying not to like him, this feeling just can't fade away. is this kind of feeling is called l-o-v-e ? hahaha. idiot. my friends said that the one who like me is better than the person i like. it's not like i admire him just because of his appearance. admitly i said, dia seorang yang selekeh, pandai tapi malas, tak kacak mana pun and pendek kata, langsung tak sama dengan ideal man aku. there's one night at the hostel, my dormmates and i played the truth game. when my turn, they asked, "apa kurangnya dia, apa lebihnya dia ?" so i just answered i like him since the first day i came to that school. hell, kenapa lah dengan aku ni ? tibe-tibe je suka kat die. and, aku tak boleh suka kat orang yang suka aku. yeah, i know. lagipun, dia tu macam tak berperasaan je. maybe after raya, i'll have no feeling for him. penat jadi budak syok sendiri.

rindu nak jumpa geng lama.